I hate, but I love my busy schedule:
NOMT 05' practice everyday until 5, and then on tuesdays and thursdays Illusions practice also. So I get home every night at about 8-9:30. Its crazy, plus having a social life is hard but I try, sorry to those who I "neglect".
I hate the fact that I spend all my free time with Josh and he thinks I neglect him, if anyone, I neglect Danielle. He got mad because I was upstairs in the lab doing his and her homework, and then I sat on Dani's lap. He thinks I neglect him!!! I'm giving all I can give, but I cant give anymore!
This quote is taken from a friends journal, it makes you think....
And the "love" that everyone seems to fall in to is completly superfical. I mean are you supposed to fall out of love so easily? I don't think so. Love is supposed to be special and you are not supposed to say it to any person. It drives me crazy when people date some one and with out really getting to know them, they love them. If love was as simple as some people make it out to be then what would be the point of getting married? If I could fall in love with every Joe Schmo then when I finally would marry someone it wouldn't be special. And then if you do fall in love with every joe Schmo, by the time you get married you would have already given your love to so many people that you wouldn't have much left to give to your husband.
Doesnt it make you think that if love is that rare, and your lucky to have found it once, then how should we be lucky enough to find it again? I hate that. I hate knowing what love is, I wish I could be ignorant and think I was in love with every Joe Schmo, they say ignorance is bliss!</font></strong></p>